As a senior in business school, I was required to take a Capstone course before graduating. The point of the class was to test a student’s mastery of basic business principles from each field: marketing, management, finance, and accounting. Because I’d done very well throughout business school, I wasn’t particularly nervous about taking the course. Only a few weeks in, however, my attitude changed. You see, the assignments were far more involved than I originally imagined, forcing my textbook knowledge to sprout legs and take a walk in the real world. Furthermore, the professor was critical and somewhat careless when grading, making me nervous for my overall average.
Well, about halfway through the semester, he gave us a big assignment. After reading the instructions and looking over the questions, I grew fearful. I desperately wanted an A, but for the first time, I sincerely questioned my ability to achieve one. Overwhelmed, I prayed, “Lord, please help me. Give me the grace and ability to do this correctly. I know I can’t do it without Your help.”
During Spring Break, I spent hours completing each and every question, but I felt somewhat lost. In fact, many of my answers seemed more like shots in the dark, even though I’d researched thoroughly to formulate them. Since I’d already scheduled a meeting with my professor to discuss grading discrepancies, I took the opportunity to ask for further instruction and direction. After one quick glance at my paper, he mentioned several areas for improvement but offered little direction. I remember him saying, “You just need to expand on it. Tell me more.” Disappointed, I re-worked some answers, adding as much information as I could, then submitted my paper for grading. I knew I’d done my best, but I couldn’t help but wonder what else he’d critique upon final review.
Y’all, I’m not exaggerating when I say this paper was by far my greatest academic obstacle. Sure; I’d been given assignments worth more weight, but I’d never felt incapable of mastering them. This paper, on the other hand, made me squirm. It humbled me and forced me to lean entirely on God’s grace and strength to complete. And the result?
Extra credit.
That’s right. When the professor finally uploaded our grades online, he gave me 23 out of a possible 22.5 points. His personal comments expressed my work exceeded even his own rigorous standard, justifying a grade beyond perfect. At that moment, I was convinced. When we run to God in humility and weakness, He answers with His power and perfection.
So, friend, are you facing an assignment that makes you squirm? Do you figure even your best efforts will fall short of success? Good. In fact, rejoice! Because, it’s only when we see our own inadequacy and ask for help, that Jesus is able to work powerfully on our behalf. Even better, the result will always surpass our highest expectation.
After all, I only wanted an A, but God got me extra credit.
Trusting He’ll do the same for you,
Kaime
